It hurts to say goodbye. But...I guess sometimes it hurts more to hang on, huh?

I'm going to sleep.

[Private to self//Very hackable because she's so tired]

What happened on Eden Prime is no-one's fault but Saren's. I can't do anything but try harder, do better. Nirali. I'm finished with beating myself up about it.

Sarah, Sarah.

You're precious, but you' ( Read more... )

Smiley. Get me that coffee, stat. Dex, I love you, so dance with me. Sarge, let's finish the engine.

I'm not sleeping tonight.

I'm here. I belong here. What's dead is dead, dead, dead.

[ooc: Ashilkins got epic-Higgins'd by Shep and is now determined to prove him wrong. Good times.]

 What's more important? Then or now?

The solution isn't trying to get out or get rid of it. It's going farther in.

Ito says she's waiting for me.

Deckard. How do you stay sane when you feel like there's something in your head that's not you?

Sarge, I'm sorry. Find someone else to help you with the Warthog for a day or two.

I need to sleep

It was all my fault they died.

Nirali.

I'm sorry.

Smiley. Get me your scalpel.

I'm going to cut this damn thing off.

It's spreading.

I keep chasing her, but I never catch up. Just like always.

Just out of curiousity...how many people in Purg are having these dreams? I know about myself, Demyx, and Allelujah Haptism so far, but it seems like it's on a much wider scale than just that.

Tucker, as per your suggestion, I'm coming over today. And I've got delicious cake ( Read more... )

...when did I get a tattoo?

That dream...that house. What the hell.

[Private//Hackable by those close to her]

Stupid.

Stupid.

I've been here for - hell, I don't even know how long. Long enough to know that I'm never going to see her again.

What's dead is dead. I should know that, so why-

[She kicks the terminal and the recording cuts off.]

[//End Private]

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